Its hard. . .
Sooo much has happened within one year... Ill start with covid. I am blessed so far to not have been exposed to the virus and that my family and other loved ones have been very proactive in ensuring our health is a priority but it hurts seeing so many others not listening to REAL facts. Its sad seeing other countries leaders take control of this pandemic while Americans believe it is "fake". Its hard seeing the homeless during a pandemic with cheeks continuing to turn to these poor people who have nothing but the clothes on their back. Next, its hard being a POC during Trump's presidency. My boyfriends family are immigrants is hard seeing literally no one care about their struggles. They cant even get decent pay without having a stupid piece of paper dictate if you "belong" here or not. Its scary seeing that my people still have to protest during a pandemic. Our ancestors did this for us so we didnt have to, but the sad truth is were not eve half way there. So many BLM but seeing it slowly turn into a tiktok or social media trend. Next is school, school is soo challenging online not only for teachers but students too. Lack of motivation to even do an assignment. How can i focus when the world is so sad, im sad. Having to spend my 21st year inside.
The lists goes on but I am forever grateful for the ones who do care and my loved ones and everyone that has basic humanity. I hope these times get better for everyone I feel for the ones who need it the most.